The boys are eating their breakfast, preparing for the day ahead. Coffee in hand I feel colder than normal. We are in a barren wasteland. It seems empty. There is information I need that I can not retrieve. Answers need to be found. But how? I give up on my search for the promise land and finish my morning chores. I make lunches, sign folders, get babies bundled up for the trek to school.
We have dropped Austin and Brodie off at school and my spirits are still low due to my stranded condition. We arrive home and I get myself another cup of coffee. Chase is playing and Evan is napping. Why can I still not find the answers I seek? Why am I still in this place?
I try to busy myself with idle, meaningless activities. I toy with idea of getting makeup on and doing my hair and going out shopping. Not a good idea. I still don't know the status of so many things. Why oh why am I stuck in this wasteland.
I have escaped the barren wasteland in which I was stranded.
The Internet is working again!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Posted by LaShawn at 8:13 AM